I hate my Life

I hate my life right now. I really do.

Dear Lord, please give me strength to go through this. I believe in u and I am confident that we can do this together.

Anyway I thought I would have a great 2011 but it turned out to be the worst phrase of my life.

1st I quit my job. why? i have a fucked up manager. who scolds me for everything. friends and family told me not to quit only because they are paying me well but for me, environment is currently more important than my pay. I cant go to work where all my co-workers are whispering. I want a happy environment. An environment that allows me to like my job when I am at work. How can I work with a manager who picks on me and like to see me make mistakes. I understand I am new but I am willing to learn but that's not good enough for her. I always have this dream that I believe I can be somebody one day but my goal seems to be fading away. I feel like I am starting from scratch once again.

2nd I am very disappointed that my parents are not being supportive that I quit my job. They do not want to believe that I have already tendered. I have told them many times that I am being abused at work and all they care about is my pay. I feel that they are not being understanding and that they only care about money.

Does money overtakes happiness? I guess for me is both but happiness is definitely in front of money.

3rd I really like sales but right now I do not have the confidence to do it. I felt that the words my manager said was discouraging and hurtful. Like all things we need to overcome our fear and simply go against it.

Dear Lord, I hope you can give me a sign and a direction so that I can follow you.
Dear Lord, I hope that I will have job interviews coming up
Dear Lord, I hope I can get a job soon
Dear Lord, I hope my parents are not mad with me
Dear Lord, I just hope abbott will hire me